You’re experiencing reduce of love for anyone you genuinely care, adore, etc., towards via kind intents first on purpose first because of whatever they do, say, etc? An optimistic/kind point of view is [more] freedom.
When you truly care about anyone, there’re possibly restrictions you place upon yourself for their happiness, peace, etc. Those could be set-free now.
Learn and continue to glow on in life. The worse scenarios are endings, but endings are simply new beginnings. Always have/be faith. Many issues in life aren’t permanent.
(I know this could be peculiar to/for many/myselves; however, I’m beyond forgiving, lenient, loving, caring, etc., now than ever before. I can’t sense a legitimate reason to 100% leave anyone unless they’re 100% happiest without me by hating on me via immoral intents first on purpose first. I shall 100% leave them then [I’m not even leaving them for myselves, it’s for them].)