Personally, everything genuinely romantic is magical. I read everything (including poetry) or anything that interests me here & there whenever, everywhere. Naturally, gifted passions perfectly match personal souls, or vice versa.
Forcing careers/habits is possible; people do it all the time. If your soul don’t have the gifted abilities/skills compare to gifted individuals in the same sphere/arrays/passions, it’s understandable why your forced careers/habits/skills could feel/be inadequate at best compared to gifted individuals’ passion’s effortlessly.
My advice? Be you. Do you for you. Comprehend comparison is inapplicable; everyone truly is remarkable in their own ways, including you. No one can be you. They could copy you; nonetheless, they’ll only be second at best because they’re copying you for legit reason FIRST (Obviously, I don’t mind grateful/respectful/considerate souls inspired by me. I’m sure many peaceful souls feel the same. We cherishingly adore to help peaceful individuals.
Love-wise, the one for you shall only truest love you; regardless, of gifted-individuals/anyone (It’s a perfectly compatible soul connection). Simple.
Back to the poetry topic, I never intend my writings feel poetic to be sincerest. I’m naturally poetic; it’s natural reflex, I think [Thank yous for noticing].
Personal empirical is prime for me. I platonically love many objects, concepts/subjects, creatures, etc., and humans’ virtues I personally agree with. All inevitable; it’s who I am (Caution: everyone changes. Change truly is the only constant)